So what do I want now? I have sat here on this gloomy afternoon, riding my favorite chair, watching the Dallas Cowboys kick butt. But the enthusiasm of a life long fan was lacking. Because dancing before my eyes were the thoughts of more doctors, more tests, more treatments. I can look at my body and see the changes that are happening. I can feel them inside my gut, they are there as a constant reminder. Are these changes coincidence or is the cancer setting a course of destruction?
Don't let my thoughts bring you down, I am determined not to let them do so to me. I wish I could simply swipe them away but I can't. But their mere presence is not fatal and I know that. So I buttress these unwanted thoughts with happy thoughts of Christmas.
So what do I want now?
If you don't know Jesus Christ as your Savior...you need to.
If you do know Jesus Christ as your Savior...then you need to tell someone about Him soon.
I never did get those robots for Christmas, you can make this one different.
Rock em, sock em. Merry Christmas.